acquaintance: a person known to one, but usually not a close friend.

these last couple days of friend dumbass backstabing drama, i've realized who my realy friends are. okay well i already knew, haha. but i guess i realized who wasn't? four or five people are now not on that list thanks to new year's day. wooot -__- if anything, i'm glad i saw people's shady trick sides before the year got heavy. now i can never waste my time on the again (: i love you bests, you know who you are. thanks for never being shady and talking to me whenever i call you at 2am crying and listening to me bitch about my problems when you have your own and rescuing me and never making me feel like i had no one. through all of this, i kept thinking of you guys. my lights at the end of the tunnel, tee hee (;

oh and get this guys, the topic at church today was not holding grudges -__- haha. i was like wow, god really did put me in that seat today. it was a living example of when they say 'you didn't come here this morning buy accident' (:

"bearing with one another and forgiving one another, if someone happens to have a complaint against anyone else. Just as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also forgive others." Colissians 3:13

joan took these during church, haha. she's cutesy.

it sucks that i now have to live my life not trusting anyone. i've never been one to be super cautious about friends. that bit me in the ass didn't it? farewell for now.

ps. this was the most satisfying meal of my life, 120308. haha we work on history day then, get fed up, jet out & hit up in-n-out (:

pps. sorry for this post being all over the place. that's how my head runs its course, and that's my life. haha. all over the fcking place.