christmas time is here.

Last night I was all bummed out about all this stupid jealousy/frustration that is continously taking my mind for a ride. But today, I'm all smiles (: I went to church (first time in a loooong while) and it was fun. I missed everyone at FACC! The children's church had a Christmas party after the service, haha. Phoebe and I cracked up watching the kids play games and practically kill each other for dollar bills. I think the youth and adults had more fun watching than the kids did actually playing! Plus, I ate a grip of food, which is always good. I love Christmas time. I love hearing the Christmas music. I love going to Christmas parties, and I love giving gifts. I'm not into the whole posting wishlists thing. Honestly, I am satisfied with what I have right now. I couldn't even tell you what to get me if you asked. Hahaa. Buuuuut, my parents asked me what I wanted the other day. And they asked me to post pictures on the refrigerator, haha. So I obeyed (; My sister left for Washington this morning ): We always wake up excited on Christmas morning talking about how it's so different from when we were kids and all that. Boo, no one wants to be alone on Christmas! She'll be back in a week tho, it's all good. I hate the materialistic side of people that Christmas brings out. It's like, "I need to buy everyone at school at present and deliver them! What are you getting me?" Come on people, get over yourselves and remember who Christmas is about. Give without expecting anything in return. Or, you're not really giving at all. I'm tired. Laughing with the youth over crying children wore me out. Naptime.


- I'll write soon I promise.

ps. *11:11